All the fuck ups before make the bitterness we feel Today
3:20 p.m. :: 2007-02-19
I hate not being able to be satisfied!
Desperate hearts –
Pushing desperate words –
Into desperate atmosphere;
Begging.
Empty minds –
Pushing empty words –
Into empty atmosphere;
Complaining.
Continuous complaining,
Stretching, straining.
Vein validation,
Meaningless contemplation,
Searching, scouring
Teetering, towering
Consecration for attention.
Tell me you agree.
Tell me that I’m right.
Tell me that you see.
Tell me you’d fight;
Insecurity.
Insecurity, impurity, and the inferiority complex
are always getting in the way,
always making a delay
in what we need to say,
and we’re suffering and dying
day by day...
I’m so beyond wanting you to respond,
I’m just looking for your acknowledgment,
But all I’m getting is your judgement.
I’m so beyond getting you to respond, hint-hint.
Talk to me, touch me,
look at me, breathe next to me,
set me free, validate me,
before I run out of energy.
Burning, and yearning inside,
Trying to convince you that I tried,
Everything is so bleak, you lied,
Here I am alone now, dissatisfied.
Dissatisfied.
She tried.
Crying inside.
You lied.
Denied;
Dissatisfied... Dissatisfied.
I tried.
Dying inside.
He lied.
Denied;
Dissatisfied...
Dissatisfied.
Seeking satisfaction,
Reaching for reaction,
Emotional refraction,
Lustful distractions.
Blind.
Burning thirst,
Yearning burst,
Concerning the first,
The very worst.
Grind.
The very best,
The hardest test,
More than the rest,
Love and nothing less.
Kind.
Unfinished completion,
Forward secretion,
Morbid desecration,
Horrid complication.
Find.
Secret ecstasy,
Hidden fantasy,
Lustful symphony,
Broken harmony.
Mind.
Blind to the inside,
Kind only when she cried,
Find the truth after you lied,
Mind:
in my mind I’m so dissatisfied.
Dissatisfied.
She tried.
Fighting inside.
He lied.
She cried.
Denied;
Dissatisfied...
Dissatisfied.
by...
Pink Atara RaeAn Senna,PHOENIX